Hey long time no talk

Hey ok so i know i haven't been on here for a while and so much new stuff has happened, and soo much new crap has happened to, man everthing is fucked rigtht now! ok so ghuy number 1 ill call him baby, because hes little, guy number 2 i'll call bod, because he has a great body like wow batman hottness rigtht ok. so baby and me were so tight, we passed notes all the time then in a nnote he told me he liked me, i was like awesome i like you to, so then he said that we should go swimming oneday this week i said ok wensady good for you he said yup, so this went on we made pland i had to cancle he was pissed, we made plans agin, anyway the point is we kept on making plans like i think its up to at least 20 times now and some how everytime the plans get cancled by me mostly which sucks because he kept getting pissed at me, so now its all werid with this guy, and he keeps on trying to make plans with me, but he barrly talks to me at shool untill today. you see last night i went swimming with a bunch of guys not him but there were like 7 other guys there, and baby knows that, and just today now hes been back talking to me, and asking to hang out at lunch in stuff which i think is hillarius, he a werid one case he'll flirt in my face with other girls but then turns around and is all lke swiming this weekend, so now i have plans to go this sater at 6 30 with him i hope i can make it or he'll get so pissed, but now there's bod and he was swimming yesterday, and he is soo cute and i'm pretty sure i like bod better than baby, case baby is a baby, and bod, wow nice body, and awesome personality hes so nice to me and he just holds me which is really nice i love it! so now it cocmes down to me juggling these boys untill i can see who i like better, and who like's me better, and treats me the nicest, you see on saterday i'm going invite bod to come swimming with me and baby so i can see them next to eachother and see who i'll go for, it should be intersting, cause i'm not really sure i like eather of them lol wooooooooow this will be fun, and this is the longest thing i have ever wrote, so i hope you made it throuth the hole thing :) bye i'll come back here on tuesday and tell you all what ended up happening at the pool....is it going to be baby.................or is it going to be bod..............or nether haha stay tuned

xxi love your smile
i love yyour eyes
i love your hair
i might just love you
i only wish you had a chance
to love me to! xx :(

Ok so i really like this guy, his smile is to die for, and hes has the nicest eyes you couldn't even dream about. but hears the thing he might have a girlfriend, lol most likely, ok most defently has a girlfriend, but he did tell me she was annoying so does this mean he doesnt like her, is he opening a door for me! is he dropping hints, i hang out by his desk and we talk for a while, he flirts i know it hes so ovesus about it, i flirt to, i cant help it. but he has a fucken girlfriend~! she's messing it all up. haha last friday we stayed up texten eachother untill 3-4 o man i'm fallen hard for this guy, it would be easier if he were ugly....but hes sooooooooooo cute, somtimes i think life would be soo much better without me in it, maybe if i were dead, i wounder what he would say, would he be sad? :( i would be sad if he died

i'm a walkng suicid

'm a walking suicide but you'd never know cause' I hide I got too much pride to show my depression I think about dying everyday but never say anything cause' people will stop me rob me from succeeding in my goal.
I fold my letter up saying how sorry I am for being a disappointment to my family and you'll be better without me.
You'd never think little baby girl would try something so bold didn't know that the mold you made her in turned it's grin and that hell really existed in her eyes and she cries for god to please just let me die and be free from the reality she's facing!! I'm a walking suicide

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hey ok so i really like this guy hes 15 and tall with dark hair, his eyes are awesome, and hes really funny. what should i do becuase, i like him he likes me but i think we should wait to date cause i think we might achly have somthing but i dont want to waist it since were only 15