do you think i shhould.....about The Guy

I'm Happy

I'm Happy
i happy cant you tell by my red bloodshot eyes, i'm so fucken happy just take a look at my wrest. <3 i love you for ever and ever baby.. i'm just waiting for you to love me to..because i sooooo fucken messed up without you, i've never been so happy :'(

Monday, January 25, 2010

xxi love your smile
i love yyour eyes
i love your hair
i might just love you
i only wish you had a chance
to love me to! xx :(
Ok so i really like this guy, his smile is to die for, and hes has the nicest eyes you couldn't even dream about. but hears the thing he might have a girlfriend, lol most likely, ok most defently has a girlfriend, but he did tell me she was annoying so does this mean he doesnt like her, is he opening a door for me! is he dropping hints, i hang out by his desk and we talk for a while, he flirts i know it hes so ovesus about it, i flirt to, i cant help it. but he has a fucken girlfriend~! she's messing it all up. haha last friday we stayed up texten eachother untill 3-4 o man i'm fallen hard for this guy, it would be easier if he were ugly....but hes sooooooooooo cute, somtimes i think life would be soo much better without me in it, maybe if i were dead, i wounder what he would say, would he be sad? :( i would be sad if he died

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

i'm a walkng suicid

'm a walking suicide but you'd never know cause' I hide I got too much pride to show my depression I think about dying everyday but never say anything cause' people will stop me rob me from succeeding in my goal.
I fold my letter up saying how sorry I am for being a disappointment to my family and you'll be better without me.
You'd never think little baby girl would try something so bold didn't know that the mold you made her in turned it's grin and that hell really existed in her eyes and she cries for god to please just let me die and be free from the reality she's facing!! I'm a walking suicide

Hey

Hey comment here on my pics, or anything you wanna say, talk about i dont really care just do whatever and be happy, so at least one of us can be, so ya comment here on whatever the hell you want.

My poll

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The guy

hey ok so i really like this guy hes 15 and tall with dark hair, his eyes are awesome, and hes really funny. what should i do becuase, i like him he likes me but i think we should wait to date cause i think we might achly have somthing but i dont want to waist it since were only 15

My weekend

OK so this weekend i was walking to vancover, then these nice people pulled over just for and said they can give me a ride, i said ok. so while we were driving to vancover the roads were so bad and very slippery, next thing i know the car ran off the road flinging everywhere, the driver died, his monkey too, so i started walking back home, it was soo cold, then finally i got home, then i went to bed, got up at 7 got ready for school and here i am today lmao o ya

This is for my Friend, you gotta move on

This is for my Friend, you gotta move on